This is not the end. This is not even the beginning of the end. It is, instead, the end of the beginning.
                                                                                                                       -Anonymous

Haha. Dramatic. I've promised myself that after a year of using this, I'm stopping. So here I am 365 days after my first entry.

This is the last.

Find me somewhere else.

Thank you, journal. You have absorbed all my joys and angst.

*tear*

Ngeh. What an exit. Hehe.

Even after hearing what Gloria had to say, I still want to migrate--I always have. I'm sorry. I'm not much of a nationalist so screw me all you want. I won't even try to expound because if I do, it'd get ugly. Ask Sj. He's heard me unleash my wrath. Haha.

We went to school to fix reports but then again...THEN AGAIN.

KFC made me happy. I've never cleaned 2 pieces of chicken quite as perfectly as I have today. Yum! Haha.

Card reading in National Bookstore is a great pastime. One should get to try it some time.

Tomorrow's entry will be my last entry. Aww..Ngeh. But! Find me in solitaire. Haha labo.

Wishing. Hoping. Thinking. Praying.

Beauty and the Beast- Although KC(ConcepCion) was really good and beautiful, the play was based on the Disney story too much. I mean, even the costumes were so Disney-ic. Haha. Anyway, it's ok. Yes. That's it.

Before the play, our course had its GA so we got to get our CDE straps. Yahu! And I think the course is so me. It was fun. Ang yosi daw ay bitamina ng katawan. Sige lang. Haha. (In all reality, it was a joke.) To think that the course was CHILD Development and Education. Haha. I can't wait for day care!!

Then my blockmates and I ate at Taco Bell and watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith.

AY ITO. Pauwi, sumakay kami ng jeep ni Reese. Tapos may mga lalaking bungisngis ng bungisngis sa loob ng jeep dahil may babaeng nakashorts na sobrang iksi. FREAKS!! Bumaba na lahat ng babae tapos sabi nila "Bumaba na lahat ng babae o!" Sabay tawa. HILOW?? Nakakabaliw! Ayoko na magjeep! Well, as of now.

I got to download a copy of the wiretapped conversation. Time to read!

There may be something there that wasn't there before.

And that my friends, based on experience, could be good or bad.

Because I wasn't able to blog yesterday, I wasn't able to do this:

Belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEZKA SOULMATE!! I <3(heart) you!

Yesterday was blah. Haha. Freecut ang NSTP!! Yahu! Chez and I were walking to Katipunan through Ateneo and when we got to Mcdo, our blockmates(ayan ha. blockmates na.) were there too. When they left, we were lonely. Hah! Then Nikki and Alby came so I left to have stuff photocopied and I came back to Mcdo bringing Ruja, Nikki D and their friend(aymsurreh..) along. Haha. At sino pang nasa Mcdo?? MB GIRLS!! YES!! I'm so happy!! So much pictures from yesterday. Hehe.

Then Pau and I walked to Moro--yes--because Bea was there having her theraphy. YUN NA. I'll stop there. The information beyond this would be too much. Diba Sj? Haha.

At muli, salamat sa kambal. Ngayon, nag-iinstik na si Aika. Hah!

After reading Camie's entry, I wonder if every relationship goes through what theirs is going through right now. Si Nikki rin. Why is everyone's life (well, that's exaggerated haha) so parallel with mine? I don't know. Wee.

Yun na! I'm off to school! GA GA GA! Ngeh.

Dahil mukhang marami ang kontra sa aking pag-angal ukol sa kawalan ng homework at gawain....

FORGET IT. Ok? Ok.

Ok. Pansit Canton at TV na. Hi Ginny and Nikki D. Ang init sa jeep. Nyaha.

Sakit, sakit, sakit...kailan mo ko papakawalan??

Grabe. Kakaiba ang kalbaryo ko ngayon. At shusmi, hindi ito dahil maraming ginagawa. Rawr.

Yung M-11 namin napaka-basic. Yung NSTP joketime. Hilow? Ang natitira lang talagang matinong subject pag Wednesday at Friday ay Filipino e. Not to sound conceited, pero gusto ko naman maramdaman na college na ko. Feeling ko mas mahirap pa yung first day ng high school. Ngek. Di naman. Siguro magaan pa ngayon, bibigat sa darating na panahon. Pero sa totoo lang, naiinggit ako sa mga kaibigan kong maraming ginagawa. At least alam nila na college na sila. Uniform ko lang nagpapahiwatig na college ako e! Hindi man lang yung mukha ko at height ko. No joke! Haha. TAPOS SASABAYAN PA NG NAKAKA-LOWBATT KO NA SAKIT!! Pero ok lang siguro 'to. Pagbubutihin ko nang makaahon.

MB, I miss you girls. Bibisitahin ko kayo sometime. Yung schedule ko naman maganda e at malapit lang ang building ko. Omaygad. Hehe.

Drugged na drugged na ko. Is there even such a word? Ponstan, vitamins, gamot sa sipon...haaay!! When will this end??

Haaay Homework nasan ka naaa? Ang yabang ko ba? Aymsurreh. Di ako natutuwa na ako walang ginagawa habang busy ang mundo. Ang labo ko rin, ano? Nung isang araw lang sabi ko natutuwa ako sa school. Actually natutuwa naman ako e. Ang labo. Ambot!

Mag-aaral nalang ako ng Psych at mag-aayos ng mga pang-report. Yahu!

I'm sick. Well, close to. AMBOT!

Anyway, tinapos ko muna ang reflection paper ko tungkol kay Mulan bago ako nagblog. Tancha niyo necessity ito? Malapit na to mawala. Just wait. Nyaha. Anyway, biruin niyo ba naman na macoconnect pala si Mulan sa NSTP? AYUN.

The day's events are all over my brain right now. PE was hyper and tiring but fun. Kasaysayan was..well, freaky. The TV went on and off so I had to run back and forth to the AVR office to ask for help. Pagbalik ko, sindi na siya. Tapos mamamatay nanaman. Odiba? Cool.

Vicka takbo sa AVR
Vix: Kuya! Namatay nanaman po TV sa D...
Mr.AVR: Ah sige pupunta na..
Lakad...
Mr.AVR: Hala ano yun? Multo? Namamatay? Ang alam ko lang na namatay si Cardinal Sin kaninang umaga..
Vix: WEH?! Talaga po?!
Pasok sa AVR
Vix: (disrupting the discussion) Classmates! Namatay na daw si Cardinal Sin!
Classmates: Oo! Kaninang umaga!
Tawa ang klase

Kelan ba ko hindi mahuhuli sa balita? Ha? Kawawa naman ako. Haha.

Ginny: Nawa'y mahanap mo na si mystery cake-giver.

Dang(and the barkada): Naisip namin kanina ni Sj na ikaw, si Issa at Hayde ay hindi ko na nakita. Kailangan na natin lumabas nang buo. Diba?

April: Game. Ay veel promote!!

Arrrrgh! Ayoko na magkasakit.

Twins! Thanks ulit kanina.  Ayan di ko na inexplain further. Hehe. Pero gaya nga ng sinabi nila sakin: Pinagkaisahan po ako ng kambal kanina. Hehe. Joke. Thanks twins.

Happy Birthday Abbey Manliclic.

I sneezed approximately 30 times today. Promise. Ang gusto mahawa, cmon cmon!

*hachoo!* *sniff*

Nabasa ko na ang kailangan basahin sa Kasaysayan at wooleh booleh. Todo highlight ako. Wooleh boolah na ******** yan. WOOLEH BOOLEH!!

Para sa nagtataka, ang wooleh booleh ay isang salitang inimbento ko pamalit sa isang mura dahil ayoko na magmura. *bow*

Wala akong magawa. Nabasa ko na ang kailangan basahin at naplano na yata ang mga report na kailangan planuhin. Nakakawindang naman siya ulit-ulitin diba? Oh well.

Bago ko ito ituloy, gusto ko lang sabihin na masamang tao si Sj Manliclic. Minamaliit niya ang aking mga kakayahan. Siyempre, biro lamang ito, pero higit na nasasaktan ang aking <3. Hahaha.

Sa gustong makakita, naka-uniform na ko bukas! Ako nalang yata ang may ayaw pa mag-uniform kaya sasabayan ko na ang mga mag-uuniform bukas. Ngeh. Hehe.

Teka, hindi ko kayang tagalugin ito. *ehem* I've realized that I didn't get into my dream school because God has better plans for me. It's not much of a cliche, really. It's true. I'm actually happy. Despite the fact that I've been in MC for the past 13 years (yes loves, nagdadalaga na ang aking stay sa Miriam), I know that I will always carry with me what I've learned in those 13 years--to be a WOMAN empowered like Mary to lead in service. Haha. I'm not saying that I want to stay here forever, but my goodness. I like my course. I like the freaking CDE strap. IF I get to switch schools next year, I'm going to miss my course fo sho. What to do? What to do? I'm confused!! I will have one whole school year to pray and decide. Good luck to me.

Hindi masamang tao si Sj. Dyok Onli. Diba diba diba? I love you! Peace. Hehe.

Happy Birthday Dino Pineda.

My sister gets funnier everyday. Nyaha.

We belong together. -Mariah

I go online and I see that UDD's mailing list is burning hot. Oh yes sumisikat na! Haha. Good for them.

Today is Fathers Day. Happy Fathers Day, Fathers!

Wow. A lot of people are online tonight. Funny. For the past days, I've been online so long and still only a few people go online. Now that I can't stay long, it's the opposite. Oh well!

Anyway, we have no classes tomorrow so I might as well study. I will now allot Mondays for study time since they're no class days. Hehe.

I got to buy my History book! Yahu! Read read read! Ngeh. Nakakastress hanapin ang mga libro para sa book review!! RAWR.

This morning, my dad came home with a go kart for my brother. Well, it's old but it's still a kart on a stand! Napaka-unfair!! Haha.

Mongolian makes me happy.

At para kay Aika: Wheeeeere iiiis looooove? Nyaha!

Bakit yung mga nararamdaman ko ngayon towards school napaka-taliwas sa nararamdaman ng iba? Nakakalungkot naman...